Whew! I am exhausted. So much has been going on and I have been trying to plan and organize and execute but boy am I overwhelmed. When I decided I would focus on my music, writing filming and photography I knew it would be a lot of work. So I am definitely not complaining about anything I am just taking a moment to realize what I have actually gotten myself into.
The problem comes from the fact that I lack organization skills. AND time management skills. Oh yeah, I also have a short attention span and am easily distracted. So how does one overcome such obstacles? Beats me! I am just doing the best I can to stay focused and get each project I work on to be the best that it can be and all that other inspirational t-shirt quote worthy jargon. I think another contributing factor in the overall excess amount of overwhelmededness (yea, I made that a word) comes from the fact that with a lot of what I am doing I am a beginner. Or maybe that’s the wrong word, I would say my skill level for some things like film and photography is not up to par. So I am learning as I go, watching a tutorial here, reading a manual there and asking friends that are photographers to teach me what they know. Which is awesome, I actually have a meeting with one today to learn some skills!
Anyway I just wanted to vent a little about how stressful working in the field of creativity can be, especially if you are a perfectionist. Which I am not but close enough to it lol. Anyways thanks for reading this crappy post. I will try to get something way more interesting up soon. Thanks for reading!